


CRAZY.RANDOM.WEIRD.ME.





Yay!!! Im finally off the horribly unreasonable punishment!!! I can finally go surfing and hopping and doint random junk online ^.^ . I be tres happy
While i was off on punishment, sumone changed the settings on internet explorer so that all my tabs are on the toolbar instead of next to start and that is drving me crazy!!! 
Weird thngs happen when one cant use their computer. I did many weird things i wouldnt have done if i wasnt really bored. I took out a book my sis was given on how to make pretty bobpins with wire and beads and i made pretty firefly bobpins. I took out a paint brush, and four colors of paint and made two pretty pictures. I published a book.(although that was online ^.^ my dad decided i could be allowed to use the internet beacuse it was for school) Its pretty short and schoolish but i made it with lulu.com for an end of school last project this year thing so.. i only got printed one copy just because its kinda expensive ($6.00) but with shipping + handling it ended up being $15! It was kinda fun but i missed my computer !
I made sushi today ^.^ it wuz great!! kinda difficult to make the rice but it was really yummy. 
wuz reading a forum post of this girl who wanted corset piercings. ghstly thngs. they look kinda waird. So i clicked ona few links and i ended up on a site with tons of pics of piercings and they were horrible. I dont think i could ever get somehting like those things were your ear lobe has a hige hole in it !! tho i wanna get like a belly piercing but nothing weird like collabone or anti-eyebrow piercings. My body hurts from looking at all those pictures

So im a published poet now. have been for like 3 years. but thta is kinda besides the point. I just put that thre cuz i found it and i was bored so... Its lunch time but i forgot meh food at home so im hungry AND bored. suks. lots. ................................................ Im still bored................trying to find things to do onlinee......................school computers suck........ cant wait to be able to use my computer again.................................aaarggghhhh!!!
i wnt my computer!!!..............................
I be kinda deprerssed, proly cuz of the whole restrictions and the changes and the boo!!
Lsitened to only time by enya yesterday. She is damn rite!! My sis strated crying.... Life really sucks...
watched p.s. i love you. really nice movies.
Life be sucking just cuz im tres bored at school.Be going to watch the outsiders.kinda boring but.. we dont have to do work so...
here be random smiley faces ^.^

I be tres bored...
I havent been online fur almost a week.
Been reading liberalist books. found one that i tottally agree whit. Called the case aganist adolecence. quite interesting bout how adolecence is present nowhere as the troubling times. that america created this troubling times by restricting us, cuz b4 we had a smooth transition to adulthood but now we are so restricted and then bam ina night werwe so free!! basically the current message is that in the night before our 18th birthdays, we gain so much knowledge just by sleeping and become all knowing persons able to make the most important desitions in our lives by next morning.The book says that we should be determined adults by our minds and not by our ages. Which i agree with tres much.
School is about to end , the 21 of may. doing all those lasts. Last concert, last bandclass, last blahblah blah. Im kinda having a hard time knowin its extremely unlikely that i will do most of these things again. Like the dances and the lunches and the buddies and the jokes and all that crap that i thought was crap last year and still belive its crap this year but im doing it just do trhe last things cuz i kno i wont have them again. I shall miss da buddies... basically thats what i miss bout meh home town, da people.
So i hav like 3 days i think... I dont keep up with my punishments... But i can use school computers (cuz my parents dont find out) so...
Why does no one leave a comment? ive been blogginf for like 3 months and just this month, +300 people have visited and no one has leaft a message. not ven an you need help hope you find it.. or a smiley face or something!! Tho some poeple have tagged me and i have 2 links but.....
went to this falls place yeaterday. had to climb 2124 steps. Legs hurt.ALOT. nice view but... my legs hurt from climbing so much.
My sis be going crazy... she says shes going to put a paoper bag over her head and poke 2 holes for the eyes and go arround so that guys stop liking her. shes a guy magnet. Called me this morning crying telling meh she is sick and feels like she has an ulcer.. go figure. I dont think she does but...
Talked to my buddie lamia... havent talked to her in forever. I met her a few years agoand shes pretty nice. she meh buddie ^.^ but we havent been able to really talk cuz when she calls, im not home, and when i call shes not homeLOL so.. that sucks
But ive realized over da weekend than i dont really wanna leave. at least not now. Maybe i na few years, like in 2 years. i wanna go to japan to study for the year. but i will be back... I believe the reason i wanna stay is the same as the other place, the people. I refuse to go thrugh the whole its been a fine half decade but goodbye. I went thrugh that once and i dont wanna do it again.... it sucked.
So... feeling horrible cuz i kno that my parents are going to whisk me away one more time and i be going to hav to say so long and i just hate that. It is the one time i let myself cry. when people go away. Even if i kno they will be back.. Its a weird phsycho yhing.... LOL