


CRAZY.RANDOM.WEIRD.ME.





.... alot.... or just shaken
.... but idk. Its just that i hav this thing where i get into things so mcuh, when i come back down to reality its as if im still there. I aslo watched these clips of what they think would happen in different parts of the world and those were creepy. The weird thing is that i dont know if im scared or shocked or what but my heart is still pounding and my nerves are on their last endings and i dont know i feel funny. But i think my system is going haywire cuz i keep remebering that there is like 500 and more times in the bible were it says not to afraid so maybe i am afraid but my mind is on denial. I dont kno its just weird. If you like a good thriller, suspense, end of the world theory, this is for you. I think they shake me up more everytime. Like day after tommorow and that one bout the last pregnant woman on earth. But this one is just... weird.
Im going to chruch now so i hope that calms me down. Its holy week so were going to thursday celebration. I hope i can get calm at church. Im aslo listening to very nice music intead of that most frightening full-of-sharps-and-flats music from the movie wich i think add to the suspense.