Today, I listened to a song  by Frencisco Cespedes "Vida Loca" or "Crazy Life" that rang very true to my sate of living rite now. It goes like this "...Y por mas que intento ya no entiendo nada de esta vida loca, loca,loca, con su loca realidad que se ha vuelto loca, loca ,loca por buscar otro lugar..." in english it is something along the lines of "...And i keep trying but idont understand anything of this life that is crazy, crazy, crazy with it's crazy reality that has become crazy, crazy ,crazy, looking for another place..."   

   In truth, my life has really become very crazy...Mainly because i  dislike, very stongly my position in life so much, i feel ready to explode, i just need something to set me off. . I'm a child that wants to be listened to and who wants to change the way that this world works because it seems so pointless to do alot of things we do. it seems so ironic that this ,the and of 'Liberty and justice for ALL" ,seems to single out people and make them feel guilty of being the sucess of other people. And the truth is people don't want to listen to children, prolly because children often have different ideas on how things should be than the generation before them. And that scares the grown people who think that just because they,ve been living here longer they know better, but if one lives the same thing over and over and over and the younger one lives other experiences, who will know better in the long run, the person who has lived a wide arrange of experiences or the one who has lived the same experience over and over?    Makes me want to bang  my head aganist the wall for the next 5 years  maybe then i will be able to change things to my liking.  

   That always seems to be my light at the end of the tunel, no more freakin stupid school systems with their horrible rules and pointlkess exams that only serve to bore us at least for a little while.